.October 12, 2007 ' 20:57 Y
ive been thinking, and i kinda thought too much
i really dont know what im doing but its gonna
be for good, i think? at least ill see smiles yes?
im really scared about whats gonna happen,
what im gonna become. but i already dont care
about me really. this is really silly, i feel silly now. haha
i want everyone to be happy, no more tears
but id give up with myself. ill just be really quiet
id gather my guts and pick myself up and see
where life is gonna bring me.
times when i feel like ending it shall not cross
my mind again. atleast ill try :)! thinking of death
will be really pathetic too. although i know many
many many people feels like so all the time
ill just be the plain ol' sity. no extra shines,
no loud laughing. ree,val&maine said,
'things has got to change' i think the one changing
will be me then! haha. ill still be here, ill still be the
same. ill still be listening, like always. its just gonna
be little bit more quiet.
i love you guys, this is gonna be the last from me
ill look for your eyes to keep me insidewhen everything dies but one last sunrise
SITY KAY!